LSS OF THE DAY: "TANGO: MAUREEN"

From: RENT [Movie/Musical]

I listened to that the whole day yesterday; I really couldn't get enough of Joanne's beautiful voice.





I'm in the school library coz I'm saving on money.





I went to Baguio with ym relatives on Sunday and I just got back yesterday. The trip wasn't that long which surprised me a bit. It was like traveling from Dagupan to Manila; it didn't feel like we were coming from Baguio. I rode with Tito Jarius, Ate Menia and Kuya Abner since everyone else was left behind. Dad, Pats and Mon went straight to Dagupan, while Tita Marissa, Tita Melanie, Tita Inday, Tito Jim, Tita Vanessa, Tito John, Ally and Lauren followed around before lunch. I could have stayed with them but I think my Dad was concerned that I might get to the dorm late.





Had a lot of fun. It was sooooooooooooooooooooooooo cold! I was already wearing pajamas, a long-sleeved shirt and socks but I was still shivering when I woke up. And it got even colder when I went upstairs for breakfast.





All my relatives (except for Tito Jarius and Tita Marissa) came from the States so I guess they're used to the cold.





I went to DS on Saturday. I missed talking to my friends there. Watched their field demo. I had a moment of weakness while I was filming it and I'd rather not mention it here 'coz I know someone will make fun of me for it. Ms. Manaois even talked me into riding the ferris wheel with her. I got a little dizzy after that since I wasn't really used to riding that thing. Nico had to drag me inside just to sit down so I could regain my equillibrium.






And speaking of Nico, I'm glad I have a friend like him. He's really nice and he makes me laugh. He's, in a word, malambing also. He likes to hold my hand in a very "sisterly-brotherly" way, since I do consider him as one of my "younger siblings" in school; and besides, I was classmates with is older brother in high school so that kinda makes our ties a bit stronger than the rest. Although some people thought that we were an "item" *cough*Chad!*cough*, we're just enjoying each other's company.





When Romeo came in with his family, he nudged me and told me that "there's your mother-in-law, sisters-in-law and brother-in-law"; even Jude (Romeo's brother) nudged him too, but I ignored them. There's nothing to say anyway.






I haven't made my lesson plan yet! I am in sooooooooooooooooo much trouble!







Well, I have to go. My classes start in thirty minutes.






'Til later, love!

Labels: family, friends, friends and laughter, past love and new hate, relapse, RENT, school, school woes

LSS OF THE DAY: "FINALE B"

From: RENT [Movie/Musical]

How long has it been? Feels like forever to me






Honestly, everything's a blur to me now. I feel like I'm walking in a daze; everything seems so real, yet, unreal at the same time. Am I making any sense?





Sometimes I ask myself if what would have happened if I never agreed to take him back? Would things be different?





I used to love my solitude; those rare times when I could just kick back, relax and let my mind wander. But when that does happen, I find myself drifting back to our last conversation and before I even realize what's happening, the tears start falling.





It pains me to think that he's found a--replacement for me, for lack of better word; and after all that we've been through, he now only sees, and loves me, as a "friend". Now, tell me that doesn't hurt..I dare you.





One of my friends said that he's not over me; yeah, right. And he expects me to believe that? What a load of crap.





Try as I might, I can't get him off my mind. Somehow he's always being pushed back in. I've tried everything; making new friends, "flirting" with other guys (not THAT kind of flirting; my cousin says that I'm already flirting with them and I don't even know it!), even eyeing guys from a distance. But none of them work. At the back of my mind it's always, "But he doesn't have eyes just like him.." or "He's not as tall as him.." or "He's not as skinny as him..". I want that voice to just SHUT UP and leave me be.





I'm being incredibly stupid just by saying that I still love him, even though deep down, we'll never get back together again. There's something about him that makes it extremely difficult for me to move on. Maybe it was the time we spent together? Or all the fights, laughter and tears that we shared? Two years is a pretty long time too, you know..





I never thought that I'd reach a point in my life where I would feel this way; I'm so torn and utterly confused. I wish that this would never happen again.





I wish that the pain will go away, and never come back. This one heartbreak is enough to last me a lifetime, thank you very much.






"He doesn't love me..he doesn't love me.." Yeah, I should keep telling myself that.





I apologize for this post. I seriously need to get my life back in order before I kill myself. I'm serious. I'm depressed enough as it is..

Labels: depression and tears, growing pains, heartbreak, love thing, past love and new hate, RENT, shitty

LSS OF THE DAY: "NOT ME"

From: AIDA [Musical]

It's either that or "RENT"; take your pick



*sigh* I'm so exhausted; physically and emotionally (Wow, I just repeated the same thing from one of my old posts). Physically because I haven't been sleeping very well, which is entirely my fault since I've been sleeping early in the morning and waking up in the afternoon. Emotionally, well, I bet you guys know that already.



Remember what I said before, about me and Romeo not talking? Well, the other day he sent a group message (GM) and I was so pissed; let's just say that I wasn't supposed to read a part of it. If only he sent it to the people with whom he was texting with that night and I WASN'T ONE OF THEM. So why on earth did he bother to send it to me when I wasn't even speaking to him? UGH! He can be so infuriating!



I even saw him in the cemetery while me and my brother walked around to find something to drink; one of his friends called me and when I turned, I smiled at all of them but not HIM. Too bad.



And then last night, he sent me quote, which melted my heart a little bit but then it was gone as quickly as it came. I was bit touched by it, but..I dunno.



Someone sent me this on Friendster:

Boy and girl
talking.. On the
phone


-Girl
I love you.


- Boy:
Yeah I know everyone does!


-Girl:
Really?

- Boy:
Yeah...every one of my friends that are
girls tell me that everyday.


- Girl:
Oh...but am I only your friend?


- Boy:
No...You’re my girlfriend...why?


- Girl:
So when I say I love you I really do
mean it.


- Boy:
Yeah I know you do mean it...its just
that you dont need to tell me that you
love me anymore cuz I know you love me
since the day we been together and i
love you more each and everyday.


- Girl:
......


- Boy:
So wanna go somewhere tonight for our
7th anniversary?


- Girl:
Yeah...wher e?


- Boy:
I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?


- Girl:
Ok.


- Boy:
Ill pick you up after I get off and get
ready ok?


- Girl:
Ok. What time do you get off?


- Boy:
In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and
yeah get ready which takes about 15-20
mintues...


-Girl:
hey...I thought you didnt have work
today...


- Boy:
One of my co-workers called in sick.


- Girl:
Oh okay! So ill see you around 7:30
then?


- Boy:
Yeah! and babe?


- Girl:
Yeah?

- Boy:
I love you.


- Girl:
I love you too!


- Boy:
Ok my manager is like looking at me so
yeah.... i gotta go.


- Girl:
Ok bye.


- Boy:
Bye.


**************** ************


2 hours later...


The guy drives to his girlfriends house
and walks up to the door and rings
bell.

- Girl:
Hey! (gives a kiss to her boyfriend)

- Boy:
Wassup...you ready?


- Girl:
Um...wait.. .let me get my bag and we
can
go ok?


- Boy:
Ok.


They both watched a movie and ate
dinner...once they were done eating
they
he ad back to the car but before she got
into the car...


- Boy:
Wait! Can I blind fold you?


- Girl:
Why??!


- Boy:
Its a suprise.


- Girl:
What kind of suprise?


- Boy:
A big one.


- Girl:
Okay but only if you promise me that
you
will hold my hand while we're driving.


- Boy:
I promise.


- Girl:
Ok blind fold me...


So they drove off...........and then
they stoped.


- Boy:
Ok we're here!


-Girl:
Where?


- Boy:
Wait let me walk you to the place!


- Girl:
What place?


- Boy:
Somewhere! (and gives a kiss to her on
the lips)


- Girl:
Baby!...


The boy walks her to the place.


- Boy:
Ok...let me take the blind fold off.


- Girl:
Where are we?


He takes it off her and she opens her
eyes and sees the view of the city and
at that same spot...that's where he
first asked her to be his
girlfriend... .


- Girl:
Omg...(tear s come down)


- Boy:
Why are you crying?


- Girl:
This is where you first asked me out...


- Boy:
What are you doing the rest of your
life? (he asked on his knees and after
he says that...behind him...in the air
it says "Will you marry me?" in
fireworks)


- Girl:
(tears come down faster)


- Boy:
I wasnt at work when you called me...I
was planning this whole thing!


- Girl:
Get up!


- Boy:
Yeah?


- Girl:
(kisses him)


- Boy:
Is that a yes or a no?


- Girl:
Yes.

Well, you don't get guys like THAT anymore.



Thank you to the people who have talked some sense into me; I was being a little rash but hey, I'm only human. I'm looking forward to the day when I can look back on all of this and laugh my heart out.



But for today, let me say:

ROMEO AND LUISA

ROMZ AND LUI

AZRIAN AND EURICE

LOMEO AND RUISA


20 and 12

are


going strongCOMPLETELY OVER

There, I said it. Now all I have to do is try to convince the people who liked us so much that they shouldn't keep their hopes up of us getting back together. I wouldn't want them to believe that everything is alright between us, when it really isn't.



Thank goodness Adam Pascal lives; his songs are making me very happy



Going back to Manila on Tuesday, school on Wednesday. Great.



Can anybody suggest songs that I could download? Tony is in serious need of new songs

Labels: ADAM LOVE, AIDA, heartbreak, love thing, past love and new hate, TONY LOVE

LSS OF THE DAY: "OUT TONIGHT" FROM THE MOVIE, RENT

Looks like my Tita was right. I can be so single-minded sometimes


There's a little riff happening here at home. And it was all because of a joke, a webcam, and the computer. Its Dad vs. Patsy. This might take awhile. And because I talk to the both of them, all the negative energy that they give out goes to me and honestly, I'm not handling it very well. Its driving me crazy! Pats said that she'll talk to Dad, but not now. Oi!


We'll be going to Hong Kong on the 24th to celebrate Patsy's 13th birthday. I hope nothing happens before then.


I can't believe that Christian Jacoba's brother asked me if he could court me. That is so..ew! He's a nice guy, but I am so not diggin' him


As for the whole thing with Romeo, I've decided to talk to him. We talked it over, and I think I finally got it through that thick head of his that I really don't want us to be friends. I could tell that he got a bit upset about it, but he accepted it. I even told him that I won't be talking to him until I could finally move one; the talk we had was the last I ever said anything to him. It isn't easy forgetting about all the stuff that we went through for almost two years; I'm not telling him to forget about them, just put them aside until he really needs them. I told him that I'll be doing the same thing. I know that it will take me awhile to forget about him, but I'm not in a hurry. I have all the time in the world, and I have a great support system so I'll be okay

ADAM PASCAL AND ANTHONY RAPP SINGING "RENT"

I AM SO OBSESSED! And I am so inlove with Adam (the hot rocker) and Anthony (the geeky but still cute guy). I would love to meet them someday; but I'm pretty sure that'll only happen in my dreams


Speaking of dreams, I've been getting a lot of them for the past couple of days. And all of them were really WEIRD. I just had one last night and it involves some of my family members who are living in Manila. Its kinda hard to expalin, but I think I was dreaming in my dream. Am I making any sense? You know, in my dream, I was asleep and I was also dreaming. Strange, but how cool is that?


Just this morning it was so hot. Now its raining cats and dogs. Strange weather we're having.


ADAM! ANTHONY! ADAM! ANTHONY! ADAM! ANTHONY! ADAM! ANTHONY! ADAM! ANTHONY! ADAM! ANTHONY!


Dad said that I could have his phone when he buys a new one next week. Its a nice unit, but I forgot what unit it is. Better that than my cellphone now. Its already falling apart and Mom said that she'll give me a new phone for my birthday next year. Well, she won't have to once I get Dad's phone.


Going back to Manila tomorrow. Exams again. Great


Patsy went with Mom and her boyfriend to Manila yesterday and guess what? They bought two boxes of Krispy Kremes for us! Yay! Sugar rush!


I changed the header in my Multiply site. Wanna see? CLICKIE HERIE PLEASIE


WATCH RENT!

Labels: acceptance, emotions, family issues, love thing, past love and new hate, RapPascal, RENT

LSS OF THE DAY: "TODAY FOR YOU, TOMORROW FOR ME" FROM THE MOVIE, RENT

I'm not gonna stop and you know it



It's been one hell of a week and I got so much to say to you all!



MONDAY, JULY 9 - I don't remember a lot about what happened during class but I do remember what happened after class. I was so hungry when we got dismissed so I dragged Meg with me to Dapitan where I ate in Chowking. Iris joined us after awhile. Then we went back to school because Meg had to accompany Kuya Lawrence in the AB Debate booth for the Org. Fair. We hung out there for awhile, talking, laughing, taking pictures of Sir Olivar; and then, I saw Kuya JC coming out of the building. I swear, I wanted to jump and scream. He's gotten a little thinner but he still looks good. I could only imagine how red my cheeks were at that time and Meg and Iris' didn't make it easier with their teasings. When he was gone I was able to breathe a little. Then we saw Dylan Ababou on our other side! I went nuts! I asked Meg if it was okay if she would ask him to have his picture taken with me. I was shaking like a leaf when I approached him. He was so tall, and so cute. We were so close to each other, and I mean really close.

Me was very happy. He even thanked me!. So anyway, after that "Ababou craze", we all turned our attention to Kuya Lawrence. Then Janel came by and she was hysterical; she likes Kuya Lawrence. Actually, she's liked him since he became our classmate in PGC last semester. She was shaking so badly and her hands were going cold; even Kuya Lawrence showed a little concern which only made her go crazy even more. After while, he left and Sarah and Mau came by. Took some pictures and stuff before heading home.
That night, I talked to Romeo. At this point I got a lot of explaining to do. When we broke up a few months ago, I thought that it was really over between us; my world came crashing down when we broke up and I was unconsolable. The reason for our break-up was pretty clear; he didn't want us to be so far apart from each other and I understood that. Long-distance relationships are pretty hard to maintain. Then he asked if I could wait until the time that he graduated and when he would move to Manila, that way we could be closer. I said that I'd try; but that night, I don't know, I just felt as if I couldn't take it anymore. I've been debating with myself for the past few weeks on whether or not I should let go. But ultimately, I made my decision. I told him that I was letting go; it broke my heart to say it, but I had to. He didn't want me to let go so he asked for another chance. Another chance? I didn't know what else to say so I told him that I'll think about it.



TUESDAY, JULY 10 - P.E. day. It was so tiring! But we had more fun this time than the last time. Our professor gave us easier stuff to do, so thank goodness for that!. Again, Richard was just on the other side of the court and he kept looking at me; probably looking for an excuse to tease me. I went straight to the dorm after P.E., took a nice cold bath, then went to the library to do some research about our report in English. I left a little earlier than the others because I was supposed to meet Sarah in Jollibee for lunch. Then went back to school, classes, classes, classes. While we were waiting for one of our professors to come in, my friends surprised me with a belated birthday gift. They all gave me messages and compiled them; Meg even drew a cartoon version of me.

If only I look that good in real life...

I was really touched with the stuff they said and I'll never forget that day. They really surprised me; Meg and Sarah left the classroom for awhile so Iris, Janel and I stayed behind. When they came in I didn't even notice that Meg was hiding it behind her back; I didn't even suspect anything when she passed me and did a complete rotation around me (she was hiding it behind her back so I wouldn't see it). Finally, she sat down and beckoned all of us to come nearer. She laid it face-down on her lap so I didn't know what it was. I thought it was a poster for a student organization or something but when she finally gave it to me, I read it over and over again just to make sure that I wasn't going blind or anything. And sure enough, that was it. I was in tears when I realized that they made it for me. I love those guys. I am gonna love them forever. When Mark passed by he asked what was all the fuss about; when Meg told him he was like, "Oh yeah! Your birthday! I totally forgot!"; then he gave me a hug. Oh well. Better late than never. Our professor in Psychology got in really late; the rule there is that if the professor doesn't show up after 30mins. (for MWF classes), the class president must go to the Dean's office and ask if the professor is absent, if he/she is, then we have a whole free period to ourselves. But if its a one hour and 30-min. class and the professor doesn't show up after 45mins., we do the same thing. It was already well past 45mins. when she came in. Darn it. It was raining when we got out so I had to run and jump all he way to the dorm. I got a little wet but I didn't mind.
Talked to Romeo again. I told him that I was going to give him one last chance. If he messes up again, it will be totally over. Then I asked him what he planned to do now that he got his chance; he said he wanted to make up for lost time and for the mistake he did a few months ago. In other words, he wanted us to get back together. I thought really hard about that so I kept him talking while I was thinking; I asked him what about his girlfriend, he said he already broke up with her. I asked about the "distance thing", he said that he'll make it work anyway. I kept on stalling until I ran out of stuff to say; until finally, all I could say was, "YES". This time, I'm not going to take our relationship seriously. I took it too seriuosly before so that's why I got really hurt. But if I take it lightly, I won't get as hurt as before. I know I'm being stupid for agreeing to be his girlfriend again, but hey, I'm a hopeless romantic. Whatever the outcome, it'll be my fault and I won't spend my time wallowing in self-pity when we break up again. I've become stronger since we broke up so I know that I won't get broken that easily. When it comes, I'm ready for it. This is my problem and no one else's. So if you have anything negative or positive to say about this, please let me know; I could use a little laughter right now



WEDNESDAY, JULY 11 - I bought a new scientfic calculator becuase my old one was causing me a lot of trouble. Then me and Janel ate in Jollibee (yes, again) before going to school. After class, Mau accompanied me to the Health Service because I wasn't feeling very well; the results are okay, nothing serious. Mau was even making his own diagnosis while I described to him what I was feeling; surprisngly what he said and the doctor who checked on me said were not that far apart. We went back to the AB building after that and went to the Guidance Office where Meg and Sarah were taking their personality tests. We had a lot of fun while talking to Ma'am Shake. We even made a new friend from the other section named Jo. She joined us when we went to Jollibee (again!) after we left the Guidance Office; and you know what? WE stayed there until almost 7 in the evening! We arrived there around past 4 and left really late. WE were having so much fun! We even stalked Sir Olivar. I'll put up the link at the end of the post. We found out from Jo that the first years now wrote a hate letter to Professor Dalangin (our professor in History and Geography last school year and one of my favorite professors there); how dare they! When I find out who did that I am gonna wring that person's filthy little neck and choke the life out of him. Nobody, and I mean NOBODY has the right to talk crap about Sir Dalangin. And if they drae to do it again, they won't just be hearing from me, but from my other classmates as well.



THURSDAY, JULY 12 - I attended my first meeting on THE FOCUS. It's the official newsletter of Behavioral Science and they recruited me to be one of their staffers. I had a great time; we were laughing and joking around while some were actually doing some of the real work. I wasn't really familiar with the stuff that they were saying so I just stayed out of it. After that me and Meg ate in San Mig beofre heading off to the library. We ran into Sarah and Mau and Sarah joined us becuase Mau had a class to attend. We went to the Filipiniana section because Sarah had to research for her report in Rizal. Our classmate, Mark Anido, was there reviewing for our recitation in Natural Science. I asked him if he could accompany me in looking for the book that had everything we needed to know that was sure to come up in our recitation. So we went down two floors to the Science and Technology section but the book wasn't there so I had to look for another one. I had it xeroxed then I read it. We went down for lunch when it was already 12pm. Classes, laughtrip in Philo and stuff. And Sir Olivar made me cry. All becuase of one darn question. I was so pressured to answer it but I really had no idea what he was talking about. I looked at my classmates and I could see that they didn't understand what he was saying either. I guess I couldn't take it so I let it all out through my tears. I'll do better next time even if I have to read every single book in the library. Just wait, Sir Olivar. You think you know everything just becuase your a professor, but just you wait...
At least one good thing happened; we didn't have Psychology because our professor was absent. As for History, I am so not liking it. Mainly becuase of the professor. She talks to us as if we're a bunch of kids! And everytime she talks, she sticks her tongue out. That kind of stuff distracts me from the lesson! Urgh! I want Professor Dalangin!



And finally, today. I'm in Dagupan right now. I'm gonna watch Harry Potter with Kathleen adn the other seniors in the morning. I can't wait! I hope its good. I've been getting mixed reviews about it so I'll just have to wait and see

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All for now!

Labels: bad/happy day, love thing, past love and new hate, RENT, revelations, school, school woes, smiley love, stories

LSS OF THE DAY: "NO DAY BUT TODAY" FROM THE MUSICAL, RENT

I watched it again this morning. It never gets old


So, after watching the movie, we watched the opening of the 70th season of the UAAP college basketball competition (is that what you call it?). I even saw my classmate, who's a dance for the Sallinggawi Dance Troupe, on T.V. I could immediately spot him because of his hair. Their performance was good, a bit long, but it was still good. And I kept on wondering why Nikki Gil and Rica Paralejo were there with the Ateneans. And that Iya girl, who's family name escapes me at the moment. Oh well. That's that.


And me and Tita Marissa watched "TRANSFORMERS" awhile ago. It was sooooo cool! If your a big fan of action, this is the movie for you. The special effects were incredible! You're not gonna regret sitting for almost three hours in the cinema; I swear, its so worth it.


*singsong voice*I hate you, I hate you, I really, really, hate you. I loathe you, I loathe you, I really, really loathe you.


I can't wait for Harry Potter to come out! I'm so excited!


And the day the book comes out is when we we're in Davao. I hope they sell it there.


I can't download the instructions on how to save my darn LTS assignment! Frickin' PC


Out for now!

Labels: Harry Potter, movie mania, past love and new hate, RENT, school woes

LSS OF THE DAY: "YOU'LL THINK OF ME" BY KEITH URBAN

I don't know why, but I'm getting hooked on Country music all over again. But I like it


Well, I went to DS yesterday. I saw a lot of my old friends and it's so nice that they still rememeber me even when they're a bit or way younger than me. It felt so good to see them again.


As I walked down the newly-cemented and raised pathway, memories started flooding my mnid. I'd rememeber that there was this one spot by the circle of St. Dominic where me and my friends love to sit and chat after class; the spot where I first started chasing this one classmate of mine because he pulled my ponytail; the spot where I got hurt by my classmate and got sent to the Directress' office; everything came rushing back to me. It was so overwhelming. And seeing tohse faces that I left behind. it almost became too much for me; luckily, I had Kathleen and Louise beside me then. Everything was going okay.


Until HE showed up.


Shit.


I knew that he was looking at me. I knew that he wanted me to look back at him; but I didn't. I ignored his stare. I ignored him. He even approached me from where I was standing and started talking to me; I only half-listened to the stuff he was saying. I was pretending on being so engrossed in the latest issue of the school paper. But he wouldn't take a hint! He kept on talking, and talking and talking. From time to time I would look up at him, just to show that I wasn't the broken girl that he dumped for some crappy "reason". When he left, I breathed a sigh of relief. Thank goodness.


By the way, Denise, I know he's a bastard because HE WAS BORN THAT WAY.


I talked to Ms. Manaois and had a quick chat with sister Althea and a couple of my other friends. It started to rain so I stayed there until it stopped. I hung out in the guard house and parents' waiting shed while talking to some people. I found out a lot of juicy stuff from our conversations. I even got a lot of good comments about my hair. Although a lot of people did notice that I gained weight, I didn't mind


I went home and my Mom picked us up so we could sleep over in Bonuan since Dad's not here.


I found out just this morning that I'm gonna go to Manila tomorrow. And I haven't even started packing yet!. Trust Mom to change my plans.


So, I went out with some of my high school classmates and tried to enjoy what was left of my stay here in Dagupan. We talked, ate; then ate and talked; you know, the usual


Then we ate in Gerry's Grill for dinner because one of my titas from the States just came home. I even saw on of the customers who looked a little bit like the lead singer of the band, Hale. Champ. So handsome

PICTURE TIME IN GERRY'S GRILL!!





IT DRIZZLED EARLIER. MY BROTHER SAW IT FIRST.



ME AND MY SISTER, PATSY. WHILE WAITING FOR THE FOOD.



OUR GUEST OF HONOR, NINANG JOY



BEST FRIENDS; NINANG JOY, MOM AND TITA MARIE



I KNOW THAT I CAN TURN RED ONCE IN AWHILE, BUT THIS TAKES IT TO A WHOLE NEW LEVEL



THE KIDS MESSING WITH TONY



BLUE MARGARITA



ALRIGHT!



ME AND MY COUSIN, HANS



ALL OF US KIDS *ahem!* WITH NINANG JOY


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I rememeber last year, the day before I left for Manila, I cried the moment I woke up. Because I was so sad that I was going to leave everything behind and start anew; and scared because I didn't want to be alone. And now, I didn't cry; maybe because of the sudden change of plan? That may be one reason. Another reason may be because I'm getting used to it already; being away from home most of the time, I mean. I'm not even sure if I'm gonna come home on some weekeneds because I now have something to do on Sundays. But they said that its just computer work for the first semester.


I'm not excited about going back to school. The reason? My classmates; they'll be like, "Oh, I missed you!" and stuff like that then they'll go back to ignoring you like before. I just wish that they would shut their mouth instead of saying things that they don't really mean.


I might not be blogging for awhile. But I'll try when I've got time. I'm gonna miss going on the internet for hours on end. And I'm really gonna miss home.


'Til next time everybody!

Labels: country love, family, memories, past love and new hate, school