Note: This post should have been posted some time ago; due to my very busy schedule and sometimes I just feel downright lazy, I keep on forgetting to update. I'm just making it longer now.

THANK YOU TO MS. FIONA MEGAN Q. DECANO FOR CUSTOMIZING THIS TEMPLATE FOR ME. THANKS LIL SIS! LOVE YAH!

LSS OF THE DAY: "OVER THE MOON" FROM THE MOVIE, RENT

Getting tired of it? Not me!



Sarah's debut was fun. But I still can't believe that she made me wear a dress and heels. She so owes me for that! But I had a great time. Pictures are on my Multiply; feel free to view them - http://lauredilian.multiply.com/photos/album/61/Sarahs_Debut_



I miss you so much. You promised that you'll always be there for me; but God took you away from us. Your parents miss you. Your whole family misses you. I can only imagine the pain that they must be in. "No parent should live to bury their child" - remember that line from Lord of the Rings? I'll never forget the looks on your parents' faces that day. I know your with us in spirit. I hope the angels are treating you well. And thank you for letting me know that your always beside me; I always get comforted by your presence. I miss you so much, buddy. I wish you were still here. I hope the angels are treating you well. I think of you everyday; and I pray for you everyday. From cradle to the grave.

If you want to know the whole story, click here - http://lauredilian.multiply.com/journal/item/9/See_You_James



Dad was sent to the hospital on Thursday night because he had appendicitis. Like my sister said, "He's the oldest guy I know who has appendictis"; which is true. And he was even wearing a pink hospital gown; well, not just his hospital gown was pink, his blanket, bedsheet, pillowcase and towelettes were pink! If he turns gay I don't know what we'll do.

Though, you gotta admit, he looks kinda cute; for an old guy. Hahaha!

I don't feel like apologizing to him; why? Because I didn't do anything against him. I think he thinks that I was the one who started everything but I really wasn't; he claims to "know me". Fuck him. He doesn't have the slightest idea what my life is like. I really hate it when people do that; it annyos the hell out of me. If he says sorry, I'll accept it. But there is no way in hell that I'm gonna say sorry before he does.



I am so angry at some people; I wrote about it on my Multiply. You can read it here - http://lauredilian.multiply.com/journal/item/10/Gotta_Let_It_Out..

I swear, just thinking about it makes my blood boil.



Our exams were..should I say, NOSEBLEEDINGLY HARD. Especially NatSci and Philosophy. Who does Chain Reasoning nowadays?!



Once again, my fragile heart got broken by the same guy who broke it the first... *ticks off fingers*...six times. Yes, him again. Oh well. My mistake, that's that Moving on



Danzel admitted that he liked me; but I'm not one to take that sort of thing seriously. Its flattering, yes, but that's about it. I even teased him about it. I'm such a meanie



I had a strange dream last week; I was in this sort of Tarzan-like place, vines and all where I had to "swing" (you know, rock back and forth, since it was made of rope) the bridge just to get to the other side, and when I was near, I grabbed a vine and swung just like Tarzan; minus the yell he does. Then I saw some people I knew and they were convincing me to join them in searching for a certain temple; I declined saying that I have already seen it. I woke up at this point because it got a little cold so I had to put on my blanket before falling alseep again. When I did fall asleep, I had a different dream; I was in a cave, with Harry Potter, the members of Dumbledore's Army and the Order of the Phoenix. We were trying to fight of the dementors while finding a way out; and the strange thing was, Draco Malfoy was on our side. A little later, some zombies came so we had to fight our way out of there as quickly as we could. Malfoy jumped in a car and I went in with him; he started driving and I opened the roof (not the whole roof; just the part that can be opened in some cars, like the top of a limousine) and continued fighting with the dementors. Then I woke up.



I have one more promise to keep; but now I'm regretting that I even made that promise in the first place.



I'm getting addicted to FanFiction again. Hahahaha!



Nothing more to say. I'll let you guys know right away if something comes up.

LSS OF THE DAY: "GOODBYE LOVE" FROM THE MOVIE, RENT

How long has it been since I first started with this whole "RENT" thing? Oh well. I still love it no matter what.


While I was sitting on a bench in Lovers Lane this morning, I realized a few things:

• No matter how silent or unsociable some people can be, they really show that they care.
• Never wear glasses while playing Handball.
• Even if we haven't been talking a lot (despite the fact that we're clasmates) they actually notice if you've been gone and they say that they've missed your presence.
• So many people walk slow even when they noticed that a lot of people were already overtaking them.
• Love can be found in the most unlikely of places.
• Some people may call you his or her "friend" but never really act like one.
• Things aren't always what they seem to be.
• Its amazing what a smile can do to brighten up your whole day.
• Math will NEVER be my favorite or best subject.
• First impressions don't always last.
• Scandals never end.
• Sitting in one place, watching the people go by, eating food from McDonald's while listening to the wind brush against the trees is enough to clear my mind of anything.

My pinky got bent the wrong way when I caught the ball and I think that someone tried to trip me on purpose just so I would let go of the ball. And they said that they were playing "fair". Whatever, dude.

So far, I've heard of two scandals linked to my university and I'm not happy about them one bit.

STAY AWAY FROM MY FAMILY. I MEAN IT. IF YOU PEOPLE HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN SEND DEATH THREATS, THEN I SUGGEST YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP.

I love reading FanFiction; makes my mind wander from the harsh reality called life.

Trent has been giving me a lot of trouble lately. No matter, I'll just have him fixed in the morning.

Sometimes I wish that I have the power to stop time. That would be very useful.

Sarah's debut is on Sunday and I'm nervous about the cocktail dress that I'm going to wear. I have a lot of work to do.

LSS OF THE DAY: "LA VIE BOHEME" FROM RENT

Its back to that again. Oh well. What can you do? I love it to death.


No smileys. Sad.


I would just like to take this opportunity to thank the following people before I go busy again..

• MARK DELA CRUZ - You may be gone, but I know that your spirit lives on in me. I miss you so much bestie. I hope the angels are treating you well. I'll always pray for you.

• NEIL DEONA - You may not be the best conversationalist in Earth, but I really appreciate what you did for me during our P.E. Thank you for giving me the chance to score and for paying back at those cheaters when you heard what they said about me. I didn't know that you cared so much for us. Thank you so much. Your really like our big brother. Well, father in Iris' case *wink*

• SIMON FELISMINO - You could make a very good bodyguard someday. With your height and built and all that. Thanks for coming with us to the mall yesterday; I'm sure you had fun during our laughtrip in the Food Court. And thanks for showing that you cared.

As I mentioned, we went to the mall yesterday to pass our letter to the manager of Papemelrotti for our thing for Psych. Then we went to Food Court and talked and laughed (a LOT). Halfway through our laughing session, we didn't even know why we were laughing which was of course, terribly funny. I can't remember who among my professors said it, but he was right, LAUGHTER IS ALWAYS THE BEST MEDICINE.

Our finals are scheduled on October 8-11. Its HELL WEEK once again and its time to go TOXIC. Alright!

Longer post next time, I swear. I have so much to tell you all.

Labels: friends and laughter, reminders, RENT, revelations, school, school woes

LSS OF THE DAY: "I'LL COVER YOU" FROM RENT

I'm feeling a whole lot better now. Thank you to the people who took the time to come and visit me at home. I love you guys



Something doesn't feel..right.



I dunno. I have this strange feeling that something got ripped out of my chest and all that's left is a gaping hole in it. I'd get breathless sometimes and there were times when I would feel extremely light-headed. I don't know if its a physical condition that I should worry about or if its just a passing thing. This is the first time I've experienced this and frankly, I'm a bit concerned. I've had a few health scares before but none of them were very serious (well, as far as I can tell). I know I should feel slightly panicked right now, but strangely, I'm not.



I've been getting really freaky dreams for the past couple of days. I'm not a mystic, but I can't help but feel that my dreams are "trying" to tell me something; something really important. Or maybe I've been watching way too many horror movies; does anyone see the connection yet? Now I'm getting myself lost. What's wrong with me?!



It's official: Anthony Rapp is gay. *inhale-exhale* Remember your blood pressure, Lui.



Idina Menzel and Taye Diggs make such a cute couple. I hope they stay together 'til the very end.



Bochok makes me smile everytime he shows up for my screensaver. Come on, not everyone gets to see a dancing pig on their cell phone.



"Look at the sky, tell me what do you see; just close your eyes and describe it to me..."

Labels: friends and laughter, RENT, revelations

I am very sorry if I haven't been posting lately. I've been pretty busy and right now, I'm sick.


I came down with the flu over the weekend and I am still recovering. I'm at home in Dagupan and I am very happy to be here.


"Better to recover at home than in you ratty dorm" - My Mom


Well, I have to agreee with her on that one.


I'll update again soon. Right now, I got to rest.

Labels: delays, sick

LSS OF THE DAY: "WHAT YOU OWN" FROM RENT

Long time no blog!


I've been busy, and lazy at the same time so I wasn't able to update for awhile.


So, anyway, we went to Hong Kong and had a lot of fun. Of course, we went to Disneyland. There's just too much to say about what happened there. I wish I had more time. I swear that I'll say more next time.


I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT ANTHONY RAPP IS GAY. Sorry, I am still in denial even though I found out about it last Saturday. (He is not gay!)


I got a new phone! Its a Nokia 6233. Actually, it once belonged to my Dad he only had it for 2 or 3 months before he decided to buy a new phone because he said that the keypad was too small. Yey for me!


But, just a few days ago, Sunday to be exact, Trent (my phone) went haywire because of the security code. I couldn't unlock my phone even if I already removed the battery and simcard. So I went to Quiapo with the daughter of our landlady and looked for their "suki" in repairing cell phones. But they were closed so we kept on looking around and all the cell phone repair stores that we went to had the same price: 800 pesos. I decided to come back after class. When we were dismissed, I decided to go to SM San Lazaro and try my luck there. When I got to the place where the jeep, Jane (my room mate from first year) was there and she went with me. Lots of talking and catching up with each other. We went to GLobe and when they couldn't help us, we went to a cell phone repair shop near Globe. The guy said that it'll cost me 800 also; but Jane asked if we could pay for 500 and they agreed. So we waited, and waited, and waited. After 3 and a half hours of waiting, they still weren't done. So I said that I'll just come back for it the next day. The guy who was fixing my phone was really nice so he lent me his phone while mine was being fixed.


Now, we're okay. Thank goodness!


I am such a HYPOCRITE. And I am NOT PROUD of it.


Sarah's debut is coming up! But what am I going to wear?!


I dunno when I'll be able to upload my pictures from Hong Kong.

Labels: decisions, depression and tears, love thing, RENT, revelations, Trent