Thursday, January 24, 2008
LSS OF THE DAY: "I'LL COVER YOU"
From: RENT [Movie/Musical]
Yeah, yeah. You know the drill, sweetums.
*sigh*
..what? Oh. Yeah.
*shakes head*
I'm getting sick. I have the sniffles now and my throat's starting to hurt again. Ugh.
Anyway..
It's hard..you know. Pretending to be happy, when deep inside, your dying. Sometimes I wish that I could just rip my heart out and throw it away so I won't feel anymore. Sometimes I wish I don't have a soul so I could simply walk around, lifeless; that way I wouldn't feel the hurt, the shame, even the happiness that engulfs me. Sometimes, I wish, I'm not alive. I'm sick and tired of feeling. I'm sick and tired of EVERYTHING.
No, no, no..
Stop it already, Lui. You have to stop..
Labels: depression and tears, love thing, relapse, RENT