Saturday, June 09, 2007
@ 10:48 PM
LSS OF THE DAY: "YOU'LL THINK OF ME" BY KEITH URBAN
I don't know why, but I'm getting hooked on Country music all over again. But I like it
Well, I went to DS yesterday. I saw a lot of my old friends and it's so nice that they still rememeber me even when they're a bit or way younger than me. It felt so good to see them again.
As I walked down the newly-cemented and raised pathway, memories started flooding my mnid. I'd rememeber that there was this one spot by the circle of St. Dominic where me and my friends love to sit and chat after class; the spot where I first started chasing this one classmate of mine because he pulled my ponytail; the spot where I got hurt by my classmate and got sent to the Directress' office; everything came rushing back to me. It was so overwhelming. And seeing tohse faces that I left behind. it almost became too much for me; luckily, I had Kathleen and Louise beside me then
. Everything was going okay.Until HE showed up.
Shit.
I knew that he was looking at me. I knew that he wanted me to look back at him; but I didn't. I ignored his stare. I ignored him. He even approached me from where I was standing and started talking to me; I only half-listened to the stuff he was saying. I was pretending on being so engrossed in the latest issue of the school paper. But he wouldn't take a hint! He kept on talking, and talking and talking. From time to time I would look up at him, just to show that I wasn't the broken girl that he dumped for some crappy "reason". When he left, I breathed a sigh of relief. Thank goodness.
By the way, Denise, I know he's a bastard because HE WAS BORN THAT WAY.
I talked to Ms. Manaois and had a quick chat with sister Althea and a couple of my other friends. It started to rain so I stayed there until it stopped. I hung out in the guard house and parents' waiting shed while talking to some people. I found out a lot of juicy stuff from our conversations
. I even got a lot of good comments about my hair. Although a lot of people did notice that I gained weight, I didn't mind
I went home and my Mom picked us up so we could sleep over in Bonuan since Dad's not here.
I found out just this morning that I'm gonna go to Manila tomorrow. And I haven't even started packing yet!
. Trust Mom to change my plans.So, I went out with some of my high school classmates and tried to enjoy what was left of my stay here in Dagupan. We talked, ate; then ate and talked; you know, the usual
Then we ate in Gerry's Grill for dinner because one of my titas from the States just came home. I even saw on of the customers who looked a little bit like the lead singer of the band, Hale. Champ. So handsome
PICTURE TIME IN GERRY'S GRILL!!
IT DRIZZLED EARLIER. MY BROTHER SAW IT FIRST.
ME AND MY SISTER, PATSY. WHILE WAITING FOR THE FOOD.
OUR GUEST OF HONOR, NINANG JOY
BEST FRIENDS; NINANG JOY, MOM AND TITA MARIE
I KNOW THAT I CAN TURN RED ONCE IN AWHILE, BUT THIS TAKES IT TO A WHOLE NEW LEVEL
THE KIDS MESSING WITH TONY
BLUE MARGARITA
ALRIGHT!
ME AND MY COUSIN, HANS
ALL OF US KIDS *ahem!* WITH NINANG JOY
MORE HERE: http://lauredilian.multiply.com/photos/album/45
I rememeber last year, the day before I left for Manila, I cried the moment I woke up. Because I was so sad that I was going to leave everything behind and start anew; and scared because I didn't want to be alone. And now, I didn't cry; maybe because of the sudden change of plan? That may be one reason. Another reason may be because I'm getting used to it already; being away from home most of the time, I mean. I'm not even sure if I'm gonna come home on some weekeneds because I now have something to do on Sundays. But they said that its just computer work for the first semester.
I'm not excited about going back to school. The reason? My classmates; they'll be like, "Oh, I missed you!" and stuff like that then they'll go back to ignoring you like before. I just wish that they would shut their mouth instead of saying things that they don't really mean.
I might not be blogging for awhile. But I'll try when I've got time. I'm gonna miss going on the internet for hours on end. And I'm really gonna miss home.
'Til next time everybody!
Labels: country love, family, memories, past love and new hate, school