Saturday, March 22, 2008
@ 10:25 PM
Dear,
It's time for me to let you go.
I know you promised to "fix things between us", but from what I'm seeing, your not doing anything.
I waited for you. I cried for you. And still, nothing.
It wasn't my intention to feel for you the way I do; I, myself, don't even know what happened. It just did.
I care for you, I really do. But what you did still hurt, and I don't know if I can totally forgive you for it.
It's about time that we stop kidding ourselves and face the cold, hard truth: that we can't always have what we want, no matter how badly we want them. We can't have each other, that's what we need to face and accept.
I'll always be here for you, if ever you need a friend. I can't promise that things will go back to the way they were before everything changed, but if your willing to start over, I would be more than happy to oblige. We might as well keep the friendship instead of throwing it away; it would be a waste, indeed.
Thank you for showing that you care, and that you'll always be there. I'll never forget the moments we shared.
No matter how much it kills me to say this, I know I'm doing the right thing; even if it feels a little wrong: we have to forget about everything that's ever happened between us. Easier said than done, I know; but we should at least try.
As the song goes, "We had the right love at the wrong time".
I'll somehow pluck up the courage to tell you all this the next time we talk or the nexr time we meet. I hope I don't end up eating my words like last time.
But until then..
I love you. And I'm sorry.