Sunday, April 01, 2007
@ 11:13 PM
LSS OF THE DAY: "IF I DIDN'T HAVE YOU" FROM "QUEST FOR CAMELOT"
My sister and I watched it this afternoon. Never get tired of it:) Love Devon and Cornwall!:)
I am once again, obsessing over FanFiction. Dramione stories rule!:)
TRINNI HASN'T FOUND MY BLOG YET! YAHOOO! But she's still pestering me through text. Ay-yay-yay!
I get really irritated when guys keep on staring at me; and I don't know if they're staring from good or bad intentions. They really freak me out!
There was this one time that I was in the park waiting for someone, when a group of guys (probably 5 or 6 of them and around my age or just a little bit older) sat on a bench not too far from where I was sitting. I had a book with me at that time so I didn't pay any attention to them. Unfortunately, I still felt their stares and it made me dreadfully uncomfortable. I read on. About a few minutes later, two of them came to me and asked for my number. I just gave them a small smile and said "no"; when they turned to leave, I heard laughter from the other guys. And from where I was sitting, I could hear them debating on who would go next and try their luck. I was about to transfer when I saw my friend coming towards me. You could imagine the relief I felt then. And the funny part was, my friend was a guy. As we left, I could hear some of them saying, "She has a boyfriend!" and "I told you! She doesn't look like she's single!". Or something like that. My friend and I got a good laugh out of that.
I'm not ignorant; I'm aware of the stares I get. But it stops there. That's all they can do, stare. I don't wear anything fancy; I don't wear heels, shiny necklaces, bracelets and stuff like that, and I don't wear skimpy outfits. I hardly wear a skirt, I hardly wear short-sleeved shirts (I have big arms; there's no way in hell that I'm gonna expose them, unless needed) and yet they stare at me as if I'm actually wearing them! Hay. Some people just don't have anything better to do except stare at others.
Even when I'm in Manila, there are guys who still stare at me. There are more girls who dress more lavishly than me and yet I still get stared at. I'm not a monkey in zoo!
BUSTED COUNT: 12 guys in the past three days. I really hope that it stops there. I'm getting frickin' tired of this.
Someone's been using my Multiply account to get to other people's accounts. I'm gonna get to the bottom of this. I wonder who could that be. Why are some people prying into my life when they know that they are not welcome?
I have aboslutely ZERO pride. And it sucks.
Shit.