Friday, March 23, 2007
@ 11:29 PM
NO LSS. I'M TOO PISSED.
I'm tired. Frickin' tired. Physically, mentally and emotionally. I want to rest. But this certain issue came up and I just can't ignore it. So, here goes...
A LOT OF PEOPLE GAVE NEGATIVE RESPONSES TO MY POST BEFORE THIS ONE. Look, I really didn't want to mention names, but now I'M FORCED TO because of the people who reacted. There were probably 6 or 7 of them.
HERE'S THE TRUE STORY. SO LISTEN UP ALL YOU MUTHAFUCKAS.
I have a friend, by the name of CHRISTIAN PAUL VILLANUEVA, and he was my best friend from pre-school until now. Even though I transferred schools, he still calls me at home and we text each other from time to time. He also studies in UST but he's taking up Engineering. When the second semester started, he started avoiding me. I really wondered at his sudden change. Later, he explained to me that it wasn't intentional. He told me that our former classmate from our old school, a MS. TRINNI VELASCO, was hanging out with him; she's also studying in UST. And was TRYING TO TEAR US APART BECAUSE SHE CLAIMS THAT WE WERE GETTING "TOO CLOSE". TOO CLOSE?! TOO CLOSE?! TOO CLOSE MY ASS! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?! I'VE KNOWN HIM LONGER THAN YOU HAVE! YOU WERE ONLY OUR CLASSMATE IN SECOND GRADE! YOU EVEN TRANSFERRED IN THIRD GRADE, LIKE ME! AND YOU ONLY CAME BACK WHEN WE WERE IN THIRD YEAR! EVEN THOUGH I WASN'T THERE ANYMORE, MY FRIENDSHIP WITH CHRISTIAN WAS FAR STRONGER THAN YOUR FRIENDSHIP WITH HIM!
And here's the part that really PISSED ME OFF. Everytime I see her, she keeps on showing me pictures of them together. Then she forwards the messages that Christian sends her; and she forwards the e-mails that Christian sends her, TO ME. Then she says,
“OH MY, LUI. TOO BAD YOU WEREN’T THERE THERE DAY WE TOOK THIS PICTURE. I REALLY WISH YOU COULD HAVE BEEN THERE. OR, THEN AGAIN, MAYBE NOT”,
OR, “HEY LUI. HERE’S THE MESSAGE CHRIS SENT ME THREE MNUTES AGO. DOES HE SAY THE SAME THING YOU? HMMM. NAH. I DIN’T THINK SO. WHY WOULD HE WASTE YOUR TIME ON YOU ANYWAY?”,
OR, “OH LUI! YOU KNOW WHAT? ME AND CHRISTIAN WENT TO THIS CUTE CAFÉ THE OTHER DAY. HE WANTED TO TELL YOU BUT I THOUGHT THAT IT WOULDN’T BE A HAPPY TRIP. THREE’S A CROWD, YOU KNOW”. AND A WHOLE LOT MORE.
And you know what? SHE'S STILL DOING IT. Even though I avoid her text messages, I erase all her e-mails, I ignore her calls and just walk right by her when I pass her on campus, SHE WON'T STOP. I don't think she even knows that what she's saying is already hurting me. CHRISTIAN IS MY FRIEND TOO, YOU KNOW.
The reason why I'm saying all this now, is because a lot of people reacted to what I first said. I'm sorry if you guys think that it might be meant for you. Trinni knows that I have a blog, and she reads it every chance she gets. SHE EVEN TOLD ME THAT SHE READ MY LAST POST. And you know what she said? “OH DEAR, LUI. I HOPE YOU WEREN’T REFERRING TO ME”. Wow. So it took you that long to finally realize what I’m talking about? Dude, how slow can you get? I’m surprised that that teeny-tiny brain of yours could process such complicated information. I applaud you for that. NOT! Well, surprise, surprise! You got it right! We talked about it, but she was indifferent to it. As always, she didn't give a damn. Fine. If that's the way she wants it.
I really wish you guys could have asked me about it first before you jumped to conclusions. I honestly did not want to mention names, but you people forced me to do it. Should I mention the names of the people who reacted? As much as I'm tempted to, I don't want to. I don't want to cause any more trouble. None of this would have happened if you guys ASKED ME IF YOU WERE THE ONE I WAS REFERRING TO. I COULD HAVE EXPLAINED EVERYTHING TO YOU BECAUSE I WAS TIRED WHEN I MADE THAT POST SO I DIDN'T ELABORATE. IF YOU THINK THAT BY ANY CHANCE THAT I'M REFERRING TO YOU, PLEASE ASK ME FIRST AND I'LL TELL YOU STRAIGHT UP. YOU PEOPLE KNOW HOW STRAIGHT-FORWARD I AM. AND YOU PEOPLE CLAIM TO BE MY "FRIENDS". WHATEVER.
TRINNI, I REALLY HOPE YOU'RE READING THIS. YOU CAN BLAB TO CHRISTIAN ABOUT THIS ALL YOU WANT. I'M PRETTY SURE THAT HE KNOWS WHAT'S GOING ON. HE'S NOT BLIND. LIKE YOU. If you want to be his friend, fine. I'm okay with that. But you don't have to take him away from me. Stop clinging to him. It's getting annoying. AND CHRISTIAN HAS A GIRLFRIEND! AND SHE'S COMPLAINING THAT YOU'RE ALSO TRYING TO TEAR THEM APART! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?! STOP IT!
As for the people who reacted, some already asked for forgiveness, and some are just too proud to admit that they were wrong. I learned about their reactions through their blogs, their status in YM and their bulletins in Friendster. To those who are too proud to admit that they were wrong, there's the story. Take it or leave it. I'll only forgive you, when you ask for it. That is, IF you ask for it. If you won't, then, that's up to you.
FUCK THIS LIFE.
FUCK TO THE TOO PROUD PEOPLE.
FUCK YOU TRINNI.
FUCK TO THE TOO PROUD PEOPLE.
FUCK YOU TRINNI.