Sunday, March 04, 2007
@ 12:40 AM
I can't believe that I'm actually singing it! Is it the end of the world already?!? Bwahahahaha!:)
Wow dude! I can't believe I'm still sober! We just came back from the ARUBA BAR AND RESTAURANT'coz it was our BEHAVIORAL SCIENCE NIGHT. Yup! You heard me! PARTY!! WAHOOOOOOOO!!:)
But before I get into the "juicy details" let mejust say one thing: earlier today, Romeo and I broke up. He said that he wasn't "feeling our relationship" anymore. So, naturally, I broke down and cried without anyone seeing me, which was a remarkable thing considering I was in Janel's house with Meg and Iris. So when we got to the bar, we first saw Gabs and Mik outside smoking and drinking. Gabs offered me to take a sip from his beer; and I did. Two times, in fact. And after that he kept on ordering more beers for me and I didn't want to refuse coz something inside me was telling me to keep on drinking. And of course, I did. I drank 4 BOTTLES OF SAN MIG LIGHT. And the funny part was, my classmates were actually amused when they saw me so red in the face that I looked like an Indian. I didn't care. I wanted to drown the misery I was feeling. I ignored Romeo's textx and calls while we were at the party. I don't care anymore. I kept on repeating that he should leave me alone, but he wouldn't listen! Stubborn ass! He kept on saying that he will do whatever it takes for us to stay friends. I'm considering on changing my number and I plan not to tell any of his classmates so that we will loose contact for good. That's what I want to happen; but he's making things harder for me. I just want him to leave me alone. That's all I want him to do. To hell with his lame and pathetic excuses. I'm through. He's out of my life and I don't want him back EVER AGAIN.
Only Kuya Eddrex knows this. He suspected that something was wrong the moment I opened my mouth and smelled of beer. He gave me some comforting words and he even gave me a hug to make me feel better. I love you kuya:) You really are the best:)
Once my friends read this, Iris, Meg and Janel, I prefer that we don't talk about it. PLEASE DON'T BRING IT UP ONCE YOU FIND OUT. I BEG OF YOU. I DON'T WANT TO REMEMBER ANYTHING.
I bombarded my friends with text messages about how drunk I was. And judging from the way they reacted, they were worried sick about me. I know that what I did was wrong, but that was the only way I could think of forgetting everything. Margaux sent me this really long text that got me feeling really guilty. I feel bad for making them worry and I'm really sorry about that. I'll apologize as soon as I wake up later. They deserve it. After all the stuff we've been through together, that was the least I could do.
So, about the party, dude, it was so much fun! We got there around quarter to seven and there were only a very few people there. We took our seats near the front so we could see the stage better. Everyone was all dressed-up but me and the gang just wore simple shirts and jeans. Well, except for Janel who was the most formal of us all. There was some sort of raffe and modeling thing going on; Gabs was our model, and some girl from 1BES2. They looked so cute! After that the bands started to play; we were dancing all night! By the way, I'll be uploading the pictures on my Multiply and see for yourself. Dude, I was so red in the face from the beer I drank.You guys will be very surprised:)
My head hurts like hell. Maybe I shouldn't have let Gabs talk me into drinking that much. But then again, it was a new experience for me so it's alright:)
Check out my Multiply dudes and dudettes! Ugh! That didn't sound very well, did it? http://lauredilian.multiply.com
Okay. I'm off! We still have to wake up very early. Although I doubt if I'll be able to sleep. Oh well. I'll try. I'm gonna have a major hang-over in the morning.
By the way, I'm in Janel's house right now. Meg and I are sleeping over. Hehehehe!:)
Dear lord, help me.