Thursday, March 22, 2007
@ 8:39 AM
From the Disney movie, "Pocahontas", one of my all-time favorites. Hey, you're talking to a Disney-baby here:) I didn't know that Mel Gibson could sing. He's pretty good. Hehehehe:)
I'M ALIVE!
---Some of you know the real meaning of that.
FINALS ARE OVER!
---Yay! Hell week is over! Time to party!:) But no beer for me, please:)
I'M HOME!
I'm gonna miss my classmates and room mates in the dorm:'( I won't be going back to Sta. Catalina next school year. I'm still looking for a dorm. Lord, help me.
There's something I don't understand. There's this person, who's my friend. But then, everytime I hear that she's with some guy, (who I also know) when I see them together and when I see pictures of them together, I get this feeling at the pit of my stomach. Like this burning sensation that threatens to eat up my innards. Sometimes I get this unwanted urge to kill someone, preferably, the girl. Do I hate her? Am I jealous? No. That can't be. Can it? But, she's my friend. And he's my friend too; well, in a way, he's my friend. I don't know! I'm so confused!
Why am I even feeling this way? I'm just making myself feel more depressed than I already am. I can't do this anymore. I have to do something, before I go insane.
I know some of you are thinking, what's the big deal? I wish I could tell you. But. I can't. It's too complicated. And someone might blab if that person reads this.
I have to go. I have to go to City Hall to pay for Tita Marissa's taxes. Oh yeah, yesterday, she offered to take some of my stuff to Fairview (where she lives) so I won't have to bring all of them with me to Dagupan. She is heaven sent! I could only imagine what I'd look like if I brought my mattress and electric fan with me on the bus. What a sight. Hehehehe:) After we loaded my stuff on her pick-up, we went to Maui's (her daughter) condo in Gillmore. Pretty swanky. Had lunch there, then she took me to the bus station. Again, she is heaven-sent! Even if I left a lot of my stuff with her, I still had four big bags to carry. When I mean big, I mean BIG. So she took me to the bus station and let some guy load my stuff on the bus. Thank you Tita Marissa and Kuya Abner!:)
Bye y'all!:)