Hay. I'm tired of guys asking if they could court me. Just today, I turned down five guys. I'm feeling kinda sorry for them, but I really don't want to get into another relationship right now.

It's bad enough that my previous boyfriend is still "feeling that we're together even though we're not anymore", and now these guys are insisting that they would be "better" than him. I told them all that they are all better off as my friends, nothing more, nothing less. A blow to their ego, but what the hell, they can't change the way I feel about them.

I need more time to examine myself, if I'm really ready to commit myself to another guy. As of now, I'm still on uneven ground; I'm still not sure on where I stand on this matter. My experience from my last relationship is casting doubts on what I used to think were the "right things".

Good thing I still have something that distracts me from all unnecessary thoughts. If I didn't have ny distractions, then God knows what state I could be in right now.

But, who knows? I'm happy right now and I don't want anything to make me feel blue all over again. I wouldn't care if I stay single all my life, as long as I don't turn into one of my former professors (classmates from 1BES1, you know who she is), then I'm good:) I'm single, happy and free. What more could I wish for?:) I'm moving on, and that's that!:)

So, I'm saying goodbye to depression and self-pity and hello to sunshine and self-confidence:) I recover pretty quickly; that's what I like about myself:)

I'm really in love with the song "I Stand Alone"; that's why I made it the title of my blog:) My favorite stanzas are:

Like every tree stands on its own

Reaching for the sky I stand alone.

I share my world with no one else.

All by myself I stand alone.

I've seen your world with these very eyes

Don't come any closer, don't even try

I've felt all the pain and heard all the lies

But in my world there's no compromise.

The best:)

I PASSED ALL MY SUBJECTS! EVEN IN LOGIC AND PGC! YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! THANKS TO MIKO BALUYOT FOR CHECKING THE UST SITE FOR ME!:)

Alrightie, that's all for now. It's kinda late.

Bye y'all!:)