Wishing only wounds the heart..

Friday, February 02, 2007

@ 7:39 AM

LSS OF THE DAY: "STAR-SPANGLED BANNER"

Not again!

Anyways, I'M BAAAAAAAAAACK!:)

Well, first and foremost, Happy New Year to everyone, even though it's kinda too late for that already, but what the heck!:)

A lot of people have been asking what's my New Year's resolution. I just smile and say: "Lay off the knife and the anti-depressants." That's it. Hahahaha!:) And it's true, I used to take anti-depressants. But when New Year came around, I swore I would lay off them. It's pretty addictive and I don't want to become an addict. And, I swore that I would never do PAIN THERAPY again. All my scars are gone by now. That's good.

Wow. So many things have happened last month. And it'll take me forever to write them all down. So let's take a look at the outline, shall we?:)

JANUARY 1: GWEN'S BIRTHDAY!:)
JANUARY 2: My cousin MARIEL and EDDXER'S BIRTHDAY!:)
JANUARY 13: My cousin PAO and ORLANDO BLOOM'S BIRTHDAY!:) Hahahaha!:)
JANUARY 14: UNCLE EMONG'S BIRTHDAY!:)
JANUARY 16: AUNTIE IRENE'S BIRTHDAY!:) And Pre-lims. Good lord. I could hear my funeral march already.
JANUARY 17: JOHN PAUL'S BIRTHDAY!:) *continue death march*
JANUARY 18: JADE ARCEO AND CHRIS PIOQUINTO'S BIRTHDAY!:) *still, continue death march*
JANUARY 19: *play final note of the death march*
JANUARY 20: IRIS AND SIR CHAN'S BIRTHDAY!:)
JANUARY 21: JABO'S BIRTHDAY!:) And family reunion in Antipolo:)
JANUARY 22-24: Worry about the results. *maestro: renew death march*
JANUARY 25: MARK ABISADO'S BIRTHDAY!:) We went to his house in Pasig. It's soooooooooooooooooooooooo far.
JANUARY 28: TARYNA'S BIRTHDAY! :)
JANUARY 29: JAN MIKE'S BIRTHDAY!:)
JANUARY 30-FEBRUARY 1: Project in Logic! AAAAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!
JANUARY 31: JANE'S BIRTHDAY!:)
FEBRUARY 1: JADE GERONA, PRECIOUS AND IANESZA'S BRITHDAY!:)
On-and-off-and-on again. Goodness gracious.
I learned a LOT of stuff about my family. And when I say a lot, I MEAN A LOT. And some of them are just way too private. And I know some won't be able to handle it well once they find out.
My sister's got me hooked on the Cheetah Girls. Great. First, Hannah Monatana, now this. I hope whatever comes next won't be so...uhh...I dunno. Oh well. Come what may.

Dami nun ah. But enough with the outline thing. It's annoying. Hahaha!:)

We've been spending a lot of time in the library lately. Again, the professors are showing no signs of slowing down. Poor us:'(

CONGRATS TO THOSE WHO PASSED THE UST ENTRANCE EXAM! I hope to see you guys next shool year! We're soooooooooooo gonna rock the campus!:)

I can't rememver how many times I've seen Dylan Ababou in school. If he's not inside the building, he's either outside the building or I see him walking towards the gym. I really wanted to take a picture with him, but everytime I see him I get so star-struck that I keep on forgetting! AAAAARRRGGHH!!! This is him:

source: http://varsitarian.net/sportsmag/index.php?paged=27(you can check it out if you want to)

I'm hooked on YouTube. No surprise there. Hahahaha:) And I even made a few discoveries. And my sister's completely freaked out about it. And she fears for my sanity. Hahahaha!:) Coz, you see, I found the Japanese version of "One Day More"; and I keep on listening to it! If truth be told, I kinda like some of the singers there. Some of them sound WAY better than the original cast. But that's just me:)

Anyways, I am now wondering at why some people won't let their issues to rest. I mean, it's been, what, two or three years? And your still fussing over the same thing? Honestly, dude, that's not healthy. Trust me on that one.

I love "The Alienist" by Caleb Carr. I owe a big one to Meg. I'm currently reading "Angel of Darkness", the sequel to "The Alienist". I can't believe how those people solved the case; I wonder how they do it now. I guess I'll just have to finish reading it, huh?:)

Well, well, well. It seems like we have another drop-out in the class. I wonder how long the professors can tolerate with his endless ramble of excuses. I know Caloy's pretty pissed at you already; that's no secret that's for sure. Why are you wasting your time? Just drop the course already and spare us from further humiliation. You bring shame to us, to Pax, to Dekada, and to all the students and professors in AB. And of course, to your family. Do you have ani idea how many times you've mentioned your dad in our conversations? Is he really the cause for all the trouble your going through? Or are you just using him as an alibi? Well it's not gonna work anymore. We are sick and tired of hearing those damn excuses of yours. You wore them out. Honestly, we all feel very sorry for you. Really, we do. We've put up with you for the first few months of school; but after that, you were just downright annoying. I remember one of our classmates asking for the long metal thing they use to roast pigs so we could scewer you and roast you. But then he or she realized that you wouldn't taste so good coz your all FAT. That person has a very good point. Oh well. Your problem.

I finally got a haircut. I'm the only one in the group who didn't get a haircut yet. I had them cut off three and half inches. It's very noticeable. But I don't care. At least Pats likes it. And I like it too. It's no longer my problem if other people don't like it. :)

What else? Uhhh. Hmmm. Wait a sec. Uhhh. Ooooh! I have a Multiply account. The only reason I made one was so I could have a place to upload my pictures. So, thanks to Margaux Rayos, Crystal Angeles and Janel Encina for talking me into it:) These guys have been bugging me for months to get a Multiply account. And I gotta say, they won me over. Hahahaha!:) So if I have any pictures that I wanna share with you guys, just check out my Multiply account. I'm gonna add it on my navigation bar after I type it here. I'm still working on it though, so sorry if it's still a bit messy. So, here it is!

http://lauredilian.multiply.com

And again, a lot of people have been asking, where did I get the name, "LAUREDILIAN?". Here's the answer for those of you who want to know:) When I was in third year, high school, i wrote a story. And my main character's name was "Lauredil". I got the name from combining two Elvish words from the appendix of the book, "The Silmarillion" by J.R.R. Tolkien; the author of "The Lord of the Rings Trilogy". As I wrote the story, I realized that I was using myself as a model for her. Whatever I was going through at that time, all the pain, suffering, happiness, sorrow and confusion, I wrote it all for her. At first I was scared that maybe if someone reads it, they might see a pattern and they might link it to me. But I pushed that fear away because there was a one in a million chance that that might happen. So I just let my pen take over and before I knew it, after months of writing, I finished. I filled up two whole notebooks; I even added a lot more pages on the first notebook because I was confident that it was all I needed. Turns out that I had a lot more ideas and adventures for Lauredil and her companions so I had to get another notebook. That was the longest story I've ever written. But I assure you, it won't be the last:) I added the "ian" to her name because I remembered a scene from LOTR where Haldir greets Legolas in this manner: "Mae govannen, Legolas Thranduilion", which in English translates as "Welcome, Legolas, son of Thranduil". It stuck so I used it. And that's pretty much it. Hehehehe!:)

AB WEEK'S gonna start on Monday!! Finally! Time to have some REAL fun!!!!

Right now, I'm gonna stay up until 3 a.m. coz of a stupid bet I made with someone. Like I said, STUPID. Well, I'm not known for thinking things through so I guess it's kind of expected. So, to kill time, I'm gonna listen to the Japanese sing "One Day More" and "Bring Him Home".

In case I forgot to mention anything, I'll say it next time. But right now, I gotta dash.

'Til next time y'all!:)