Thursday, November 30, 2006
@ 3:29 PM
AS ALWAYS, THE TAGBOARD'S BELOW THIS PAGE. SORRY FOR THAT. YET AGAIN:)
WHOH! Another tiring week. But at least we survived. Hehehehe!:)
Well, a lot of stuff's happened. We had our first quiz in History and Philosophy. I passed History but I'm pretty nervous about my grade in Philosophy. It was VERY confusing! I really hope I pass.
We've been pretty busy with the script for our play in Literature. We had a lot of "experiences" while doing one particular scene; a lot of us got really affected. No need to elaborate here. Hehehehe:)
Our second meeting for Softball got cancelled 'coz Professor De Torres had to attend a seminar or something. YES! WE ESCAPED THE TORTURE OF ACHING MUSCLES! As for our uniform, one word: BADUY!! The tiger on our left breast looks like a GAY. Honestly! When I get the chance to get a picture of it, I promise to post it here.
Romeo and I broke up. Yes, we're FINALLY over. And just in time for Christmas too. Whoop-dee-doo. No time for explanation. Actually, I have no intention of telling the reason. If you really want to know, I suggest you ask Romeo for yourself. And yes, I've been crying every day and every night since then; expected, right? I've been going crazy just so I can let all my feelings out. Ask my classmates and they will gladly explain to you what the term "crazy" means once it's applied to me:) Right now, I'm trying my best to nurse my broken-heart. I'm trying very hard to move-on. I asked him if we could keep our distance from now on but he wouldn't hear of it. He still keeps on texting, and honestly, for the first time, I wanna throw my cellphone off a cliff so I won't have to keep on thinking about him. He doesn't know that he's making it harder for me to get over him. But, I'm glad that I have crazy friends and crazy room-mates to keep me happy:) Their the best. They've been making me laugh for awhile now. And in spite of myself, they really DO make me smile. Love them a lot:)
Hay. It'll take me a lot of time to get over him. Well, maybe, maybe not. I don't have any regrets. The time I spent with him were the best I've ever had. I don't want to say that I wish that I never met him because that would be a big fat lie. Everything that happened between us, part of life. New experiences and such; and I wouldn't trade them for anything else, even if I was given another chance to live. I wouldn't take it. I'd rather die than live again without having to have met him. This was bound to happen sooner or later. Whatever happens, he'll always have a special place in my heart. I still love him. God knows how much I love him. But I have to forget about him, about everything if I want to live a peaceful life without "should-have-would-have-could-haves". I don't want to keep on looking back at my past; aside from it being too painful, I will never completely move-on if I keep on doing that. So for now, no love-life for me just yet. I've had my share of bliss and pain, so that's enough for now. I know I'm gonna find true happiness someday. All I have to do is wait, and let the Big Man Upstairs do His thing:)
So another stage begins; the RECOVERY STAGE. Start...now...
And we don't have classes today coz of the "super typhoon" Reming. Another typhoon? Hay. When will they stop coming? Anyways, so that gives us 4 days of no school! Hahahaha!:) I arrived in Dagupan around quarter to 12. And I slept for about 2 hours before going here to NetEdge. Sooooooooooooooo cold!!!
Well, that's all for now!
TTFN!:) Tah-tah for now!:)