Thursday, October 19, 2006
@ 8:50 PM
It's official: my sister's really gotten to me. The horror! Hahahaha!:)
It's the SportsFest of my friends in Dominican today. Cledan bugged me into going, but I had a lot of fun. Chatted with a lot of my old friends, and a lot of my former classmates from highschool went there. I missed them a lot!:) And it's their championships tomorrow. May the best team win:)
Sad to say, I haven't kept my promise. That I'll lay off the knife. All I can say is that it hurts like HELL. But, being the freak that I am, I like it. I did it in a spot where no one can tell that I'm wounded. Of course, I don't want people to raise their eyebrows at me when I use the "I-Scratched-Myself-Against-A-Sharp-Object-Excuse"; nah, that'll be too obvious.
As for the reason why I did it, that's strictly between me, myself and I. I'm not in the mood to open up about it. Maybe someday I just might type it here; just not now.
I don't think I'll ever stop hurting myself. Even though I promised oh so many times that I would, I don't think I'll be able to stop myself from doing it.
My knife...my constant companion..
Yeah..